im back

long time din cum here ..

im bac..

jz finish up my SPM..

so glad ..relax

==

最近对好多事都感到绝望

只因我得过于不及格

原本的计划

全都泡汤了

我还有希望吗

？？

其他科目就算不及格

也没怎样

不过

国语耶

哪能阿

原来不及格的感觉是这样的

搞无望哦

我该怎样去补救呢

就因我太过自信了

原来

信心太多不是好事

我还是努力的向前吧

过去就让他走吧

。。

FAIL

Bad mood ==

I fail my bm paper

1st time i fail it

cant believe it..

so important tat trail exam

bt i fail my bm

so

now

cant chose colledge any more

IN SPM

i will fail it again ??

if fail again

how can i do ..??

which colledge can i continue my study

...

我的作文

今天很满意我写的作文
我觉得在文采方面
我进步了
可能要当dj的关系吧
听他们说某dj的文采好得不了
我也不想没内涵啊
所以很努力的去写
抱着这种心态写
果然不错

就算我离题
也没关系
可能故事跟我有点像吧
好险哦
差点就来不及了
如果时间允许的话
或许我的故事会更加精彩


＝毕＝

我的未来..

以后的我会是怎样的呢
好想去知道
我好几次有很认真的趋向
为来的我会往哪方面去发展
娱乐圈吗 ？
但我又没本事
歌唱方面
我的歌声也只不过是普普通通而已
会有前途吗
想也知道吧
在主持方面
我有想过去当一名DJ
但我的口才
也只不过是这样
我的中文程度也不好
怎样去写一篇好的文采
像是贾森啊..菲比啊..等
真的好羡慕一些艺人哦
多才多艺
当中我也有想过当一名广告设计
但我有哪个的本钱去往这方面发展吗
家庭经济又不是很好
在设计方面的天分又不是很棒
我有机会能成为著名的人士吗
无论走到哪
都成为众人的焦点
但不是负面的那种啦
eg.陈冠希
但本人我呢
觉得其实他也不怎么样吗
知是比较风流罢了
何必搞到这么大件事呢
咳
悲哀呀
怎么扯到这么远啊
回来。。回来
其实成绩的优或劣
真的有这么重要吗
我真得很不懂为什么某些人要拿成绩与别人比较呢
我的家人就是这样的
如果能的话
我真的希望我不是属于这个家的
就算我很努力的去读书
我也不可能像他人的成绩一样的好
你懂吗
算了吧
。。
对于即将面临的考试
我还是努力的读吧
毕竟我也不想我所考出来的成绩
是如此的差
我也必须向一些人证明
[我]
不是烂苹果
联考就要到了
咳..
努力吧
..

my lovely [ jer she ]

cutie..

miss u nia..

Nicholas 张栋梁

NICLOLAS


Duncan [主持人]

Chai Yi & Josh Lai

好帅哦..

Duncan & Josh

..

[camping 28-31/5]

our rc campsite

28/5

1st day camp..

ah bor take d..

影子

自由男神

we eat steambot..

yummy..

out steambot..

after having our dinner 10.30pm more..

we go to ko chuan houz..

caz cant stay at scl after 12.30

vry bek chek them d..

29/5

our breakfaz ..

then bac to scl..

they all celebrated teachers day ther..

11.00

all member daftar..

then start our camping wif naikkan flat rc..

then we all penasihat bac to clas

help them prepare things

i take pic ...

ah bor n me cook d..

dinner..

12.00am

ajk having meeting.

very angry them d..

angry..

din prepare things at all.

they only noe how to 顶嘴nia..

反省一下啦..

做事做到酱...

[[失败]]

sumbody har..

dont think they r in s1..

is very clever..

每个人都没有权利去说别人

聪明或愚蠢..

只不过是s1而已

就鄙视其他人..

拜托啦..

也不看看自己是谁..

凭什么说别人..

看不起别人的人..

永远是最cheap d..

hng..

damp..

today is chai yi birthday..

chai leng prepare a supriz

to chai yi..

坏蛋chai leng..

din tel her 计划oso d..

let me terkejut nia..

we hv countdown 4 chai yi

birhday...

buy from sheng

4.00am

me ''lao sai ''

many many many tim..

cham nia..

lao sai until my pet pet sakit nia..

cant sit ah..

chai leng n me din slep tat nite..

help them do past card..

30/5

early in d morning ..

we brush our teeth n face..

' bangun pagi ,

gosok gigi ,

cuci muka '

[ugly face]

then..

having breakfaz..

ah bor eat d bread bcum love

she too lik love ..

eat d bread oso wan love shape d..

they make up..

haha..

ghost

chai leng sleeping..

i write sum thing at her hand..

when she sleep..

pig pig..

penasihat cum..

laz year f5 d..

haiz..

shwu jie brg feng sha wan

to me..

caz me lao sai..

minimum 6 tim ah..

penasihat help us masak tong yam steambot..

thx alot to them..

caz we no tim to prepare..

later we ned to help kean teong in tat

camp fire..

bor stiok d ..

campfire..

31/5 ..

bac hom..




...................................................................................................

finish

my camping

wesak day

9/5

today is wesak day n
chien birthday..
[ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ]
to u ya..

sing birthday song to u har..
{ happy bufday to u x2 }
{happy bufday to chien }
{happy bufday to u }


Duty at fo xue hui

Jz now go for rc duty..
evening..
at fo xue hui..
bhind my houz..
i was late ..
n all member r waiting me..
paiseh lol..
so faz n change my shirt n masuk baris..
hv sum bored la..
from start until finish oso sms ah..
then chai yi n me was seperated into one group ..
heng cai ah..
ah bo..
me lagi boring ..

oohjii cum to find me..
so happy saw her..
bt so faz d..
we ned to seperated..
caz i ned go other place duty..
in front taxi ther..
i was take pic ther
b4 d 'flower car '花车 com...
hahaxx..


[ me ]


[ chai yi n me ]
[ too dark cant see us ]
[ bt i oso wan to take ]


i hv see many old fren ther ..
lik shen jing ..
n many many la..
n oso meet new fren ther..
[ xue li @ xin yi ]

on the way ..
hv one little gal..
her leg was burnt by motor..
so pity lol..
tat gal..
she was cry ..
caz too pain..
chai yi faz n help her 涂药..
n i help her bandaging..
i was help ppl lel...
din waste my '才华' ..
so nex tim dont wear short pans o..
go jln lol..
k..

[9.30]
finish our 1st team duty..
we go bac lol..
so earlier..
bor syok d..
take pic again
inside tat kor kor car..



[ taking inside tat kor kor car ]

so faz ..
one day oredy wan past..
exam is coming soon lol..
realy hate it d..


moody today= happy + sum bored..
bt oso ok la..





bye!!!!

I m back..

so long din write blog ..
lazy to write..
such write essay ..

[ spec family ]

edit by me ..
leng saw ,oohjii,me , sese
so syiok after edit..






[ Lawatan ]



today we go acms college ..
so syiok go out wif our clas {5S3}
less chance Nya..
in the way go...
oohjii , chien , thien & me
busy take pic..
except jia lin..
she was busy eating ' chao fan '



sedapNya..

we hav view d way training by nurse..
inside d room ..
so hot & busuk..
ai yo..
tak boleh tahan..
oohjii say she wan bcom nurse..
ooh no..
later all d pesakit takut dia lol..

then we hv visit the hostel ..
we hv take many many pic bside
swimming pool o..~

around 12.30 mor..
we bac to scl..




until here i post my blog ..
bb..

[ 14/3 GATHERING =.= ]

很期待的gathering 又到了...
有点紧张..
因为舞还没练好...
昨天和铤到 leng saw 的家去练舞...
心情超怕的..
害怕在表演时会出糗...

下午到了德教会...
我们都迟到了...
haiz..
都是因为我咯...
有点开心因为看到老友们...
然后就忙着布置背景...
过后令人生气的事一件一件的发生...
让我们练了好久的舞竟然取消了..
就因位没时间..
她就不能下舞..
我们又少了一个能增加得奖的机会..
还好有舒睫,阿虾他们啊..
铤跟琳哭了..
真的超不爽的...
还好过后他们都笑了...
铤还做我们的摄影师呢..
没办法..
谁叫她酱pro叻..
我们还跟小白,guan chin, tt wooi
一起拍我们的美脚..
guan chin 的屁屁还被人摸呢...

有些人既然跟着我们团体去..
就必须和我们合作..
他们以为他们是什么啊...
自己做自己的事..
当我们死的啊..
eat shit la..
damn ppl...
我宁可少人去也不要他们去..
HATE IT nia..
不过还好我们最后还是拿了suppoter..
虽然有点失落..
得不到overall..
不过suppoter也不错啦...


after gathering..
xiao bai brg we to makan
at pok gan...
syiok neh..
bt so tired..
then go back n sleep lol..
haiz..
this tim d gathering real so bored..
hope nex tim cn feel better lol..

[ DUTY ]

'28/2 '

今天到了pematang pasir 去duty...

和一班死党们..

H-A-I-Z...

刚开始的时候很开心的.

和oohjii拼命的拍照..

之后就分组..
我跟伟俊一组..

teng & chien 一组..

wah liao eh..

超热的..

差点变烧猪啊..

[ very hot ]

下午琳, 铤和我
一起去吃pizza..
我们还做了美美的salad..

yummy...

= 毕 =